gdine

first day of my exams!! cldn’t slp last night cuz i was thinking wat i wanna do after exams! hahaahhaah

my to-do list!!! (aka super-wanna-do list) (in no specific order)
1) Meet up with my friends and mo
2) Shopping!
3) Swimming/running/kayaking/windsurfing (hahaha. sounds damn enthu now. ehh. the last 2 shld be will try to fulfill. esp since i’m a water venture mber! muz make full use. haha.)
4) Watch my HK/Korean/Japan serials cum my cable TV (:

haha. tt shld be it for the moment. hahaha. yeahh. not forgetting my rovers treks which i wld be 100% gg le!! so not considered under ‘wanna do’ list. hahaha.

anw. today’s genetics paper was crap. bad bad bad. haah. and i’m super hungry now!!!!!!!!! ahhhh. bear for a while more then can haf dinner le. haha.

count down to last paper! 5 DEC! haha.

test test. haha. damn long never write anything

realise i tend to write only when i’m stressed. hahah. which means i m stressed now. totally sound like a psycho when you read my blog. hahaha.

i shall write abt something happy today then. haha. bought some stuff from army mkt

1) mosquito coil kong kong and mosquito coil

2) waistpouch (my can-look-zai daypack)

3) field chair

haha. i bought le then i realise my sis’s mosquito coil kong is at home and untouched. aH. haha. totally tempted to buy teva sandals today. but i think i can managed with overland bahs. hmm.

and hippo(my hydro bag) still lying at home –> potentially to be replaced by my new waistpouch. haha. i realise i got alot of random stuff at home ahs. haha. evidence of my impulse buying perhaps.

met up with my sisterhood for dinner at bugis qi ji. moahahah. and ate some chinese desert later. my hei nuo mi. totally nice. but i was damn bloated after tt. totally bad for tummy. haha.

got a gazillion things to do this wkend. but i think i procrastinate quite alot. haha. roArs. sch life is such a pain w/o rovers and my bao beis (totally everyone’s quoting from jia wei now. haha)

jia you geraldine. haha (tw’s style)

(: start of recess wk. no sch! formally.. haha. but there’re still assignments and project. haha. a busy university life.. feels alot more stressful than jc.. how i miss those days now. haha. it’s quite ironic in a way..  like when u’re in sec sch, u wish u were in pri sch. and when u’re in jc, u wish u’re in sec sch. and finally now.. when u’re in uni, u’ll wish u’re in jc. iwould probably grumble when i enter the workforce next time..and wish that i was back in uni studying. haha.

tried to do my biochem tut just now.. and i realise i dun noe alot of things.. so basically got stuck at almost every question. haha. and the biochem lecturer (the enz onwards one).. haha. v .. erms… yahs. shall not complete my sentence. hai.

realise uni life.. as how i always describe.. alot of P & C. haha. many combinations you can have and alot depends on how you wanna choose wat you want to spend time on. yupp. the amt one can achieve in uni can vary between two very extremes. and it’s not juz abt studies. i mean… wat’s uni life solely based on studies? though it’ll be like the number 1 piority most of the time.

very often.. I’ll try to achieve something that I’ve yet to achieve.. most of the time.. it’s not abt studies in this case. and.. hmm.. it take alot to try to be better when it doesn’t exactly comes naturally. haha. being a person who is rather sensitive abt these kind of things(as how i perceive myself to be).. haha. it’s quite a horrible feeling. this paragraph probably sounds no link at all. haha.

sometimes you ask youself if you’re trying to achieve too much.. or that you just giving yourself an excuse to stop half way. haha. yahs. and to others.. it’s probably juz a simple thing of A or B.

haha. it’s thurs of wk 2 of sch. feeling v tired these days for some unknown reason though i’m actually not doing much. haha. muz be slacking too much during the long break after ‘As… aHHH. haha. but tmr no lessons! moaahaha. cuz lab sessions start nxt wk for me. yay. anw got my lab coat from jane… whose mum actually helped me washed it too. omg. thanks soo soo much. woah. been hearing some stuff abt lab.. seems like it’ll b a 2nd home to me soon. haha.

today was my super 4 hr long break day before my MNO (Management & Organisation) lect. woah. i realise this lect and my Mkting mod lect quite interesting. alot of thinking, reflecting and observing surroundings, trends etc. common sense that are not v common sense. haha. yahs. felt quite enlightened today. at the same time a bit insecure abt my biz mod. muz be like wat wai said…been too long since i took an arts subject. sounds bleak. haha. but i’m a true blue sci student! moahaha.

today chanced upon some vintage shirts at the sci bazaar. haha. look quite nice. 23 bucks though. then in the end i didn’t buy.. tmr last day but i not gg sch. aH. haha. anw i was at marina sq after sch to shop for present. met up with db wh jn. yupp. totally no shou1 huo4. but i passed by charles & keith. saw 2 bags which i like! aHHHH. but i think they’re 40 plus each. anw i’m reminded of a survey i did.. says tt i’m an impulse buyer. haha. which means i tend to jump into buying things and then realising i dun exact like it tt much. haha. there are exceptions though. like stylo and milo. though i’m tempted to let milo retire now and then. haha.

anw. i came online to dl readings and read. suppose to read b4 today’s lect some more. haha. i’m quite lagging. worse thing is.. i end up typing this whole chunk now. haha. it’s fri le. hm. gg m’sia at 2200hrs. haha. yeah ~ sunday coming back. and i think i haf quite a bit of sch stuff to settle. hmmmmmmm. oh yahs. i finally finally ended my dates with potter. haha. after so many late nights. though i forgot the last bk’s content and got a bit confused here and there. haha.

^ - ^ moahhaha

happiness! haha. i’m typing this entry with my new Fujitsu lappie! haha. gonna name it stylo. and my new crumpler bag (unfortunately… got pen stain le.. aH. heart breakin) called milo! haha. sounds damn childish rite! moahaha

anw i got a new pair of sandals too. ipanema. yupp. they killed my feet for like the first few days of camp. but later got better after the constant wearing. speaking of which.. my feet looks like a battle zone now. haha. with all the scar like looking patches. aHs. haha.

anw. juz ended sow. it was a great experience i muz say. haha. quite different from my initial expectations of it. haha. alot of v enthu crazy ppl (both freshies and seniors) and ehem* dirty-minded ppl. haha. which added quite a bit of entertainment and fun along the way. haha. without doubt.. the feeling of being in one big family of the sci fac was amazing.. which was felt strongly during rag day at the padang. can really c the dancers’ passion as they put up a splendid performance. and of cos, the super duper amazing floats.. (actually i was being blocked by alot of other ppl.. cldn’t c the floats properly.. but the biggest impression i had was the phoenix head coming out from behind.. being able to move it’s massive head and neck. woah. and of cos…. the sci fac’s muthu. another wonder of the floats.)

haha. anw. i’m sunburnt from sentosa day.. with really really obvious tan lines of my fbt singlet i wore. haha. it was a torture to put on and take off my clothes lahs. haha. and my nose is peeling. which in a few days.. the other sunburnt parts wld start coming off too. haha. and sentosa day.. was a mass ‘tossing-ppl-in-the-water’ day. haha. the feeling while being tossed was quite shiok..but the water part .. haha. when it gets into ur watever holes on ur face.. the stinging feeling! woah. haha. and i’m constantly worried tt i’ll drown. though i can swim.. haha. 

down with flu and sore throat. not v serious.. but yahs. irritating nose.. with constant need to stand by with some tissue paper. and yahs! I’m v excited over the cheaper foods in nus! like the macs meals.haha. i paid a hotcakes with sausage meal for like 4.30 i think. cheeaaap! haha. but totally not v near to my sci fac. haha. anw food at sci canteen not bad also. like they haf my fav waffles! moahaha. and the mega bites cafe not bad. price quite reasonable also. ate the chicken chop meal.. comes with soup drinks.. mashed potato and carrots.think it was 3.50 or 3.90. haha.

oh yahs. and national day was a great day spent on Four Friends Brings back memories! got to c captain, his wife and DJ.yupp. helped to put up sails and stuff.. which i tot i was rather useless cuz i forgot most of the stuff and wasn’t exactly a gd contribution to pulling ropes esp those tt requires alot of strength. oops. haha. and the drag net (forgot if this is the correct name for it. haha) was as usual, v fun. though it exposes my fats at the tummy area.. considering the fact tt i was wearing a white shirt (anw. thanks to ad.. for his shirt.. or else my sunburnt wld get worst. stupid me. haha). anw. i jumped in and my legs got stuck. haha. totally washed my image down the drain. but haha. odac ppl haf seen even worst of me so nvm. haha.

woah. i shld start reading my harry potter. i’m so lag. haha. and someone juz told me who died lahs! roars… haha. nvm. oh yahs. i juz spied my lect slides… some stuff like organic chem.. looks super familiar..but forgot le. ahHH. haha. and i was rather shocked to c pKa. and things like wat’s the pH when u add Xml of Y moldm3 of this to tt. omg!

moahha. i realise v long never blog. other than the recent sinful entry. which i forgot to include a zinger meal on one of those days! hahaha.

Back from kayaking yesterday. It was great !!! haha. though the start a bit traumatizing. haha. cuz the weather turned quite bad near the start of our little expedition. haha. winds grew strong and clouds quite dark. then it started to rain.. when we were like east to north-east of ubin (if i’m not wrong. haha) totally reminded of my ‘help!’ incident with my vj odac-ers. haha. but heng. it didn’t get tt bad. haha. anw, the northern part of ubin is totally fenced up.. so we cldn’t find a place to beach up cuz of the bad weather (totally blinking like mad to keep rain water away from my eyes. shld haf brought cappie!). in the end we found a small piece of land at the npcc dere. haha. weather became clear by then though. haha. stopped for some light snacks before we decide to head backwards to southern ubin(where all the food can be found) instead of our original plans of gg ard the island.

haha. we beached up near the jetty area. and went for seafood!! moahaha. was surprised by the rather large number of ppl on the island, which included tourists. anw, we got several stares from the ppl dere cuz we looked like tribal men and women with our kayak paddles, pfd-s and spraycovers!  haha. anw, the auntie of the restaurant was quite nice.. considering the fact tt we cldn’t afford her 10 person set meal of 150 bucks, so we had some 130 bucks set meal (courtesy of auntie), using up all the money we had. haha. the food was surprisingly quite Gd though. we had 7 dishes: kailan, deep-fried whole piece fish, steamed live prawns, hotplate toufu, sambal mussels, chili crab with the deep fried buns(yummy!).. ah.i can’t rmb the last one. haha. it was a great meal before we lazily headed back for water venture changi.

P.S. raindrops falling on the surface of the sea was surprisingly beautiful.. haha. look like diamonds (:

moahaha. been eating alot these days! suddenly had this urge to list them down and asssess the damage caused. haha.

last sat: meatballs spaghetti, classic cheesecake. the desert was the killer! but omg. how to resist cheesecake? haha.

last sun: Sakura lunch buffet! ate alot alot alot! felt like i wld never need to consume another molecule of food again. but of cos.. haha. i still ate dinner. which made me feel like a pig tt day. haha.

wed: Pratas with curry fish head! moahaha. i wanted to order roti john or some interesting flavoured prata (i recently discovered the existence of so many types of pratas. haha). but then.. my mum stopped me. haha.

thurs: steamboat buffet! as usual.. buffet = eating alot. haha. but at least everything’s boiled. not oily! haha.

today: moahah. ate some fried hk bao. which i realise was damn oily. but v crispy and nice. not forgetting my fav cha shao su! haha. didn’t get the egg tart today! aw… nxt time! finished a bag of ruffles after lunch today… under the eyes of my horrified mother. haha. who says i’m eating too much and warn me not to complain to her abt getting fat. haha.

hmm. plus along the way .. ate alot of snacks. think i finish two packets of pumpkin seeds(eh quite nice!) and a packet of loacker (still haf another one in my fridge! in e process of attacking it!)

yuppp. i’m totally gaining weight. hmm. haha. tmr gg kayaking le! hope can lose wat i’ve ate. haha. which i think .. haha. mabbe only the cheesecake last wk? hahaha. okie. exercise exercise!

Sigh. haha. feeling rather tired. forgot to turn on the morning alarm last night.. and so i was late for work this morning. Got a shock of my life. had to pretend no one was looking at me while i creep to my work station. haha. realised the coffee/milo/tea ‘brewer’ is rather noisy for a quiet office. haha. but it’s so fun to play with! hahaha. Anw.. I’m trying to change my settings so tt i wun irritate ppl whenever i post an entry. once again. really sorry. and i tried to write somewhere else.. but not v convenient. aiiii. haha. hard to explain.

these few days.. bz with work, tuition, uni admissions and scholarship stuff. haha. hardly have time for the stack of comics on my table top.. sigh. those were the slacking days! haha. Work.. yahs.. i think sometimes i’m quite horrifying.. haha. cuz i’m mainly doing repetitve stuff where my eyes are focused at a close distance.. so many a times.. i do and do till my eyes wanna pop out already. haha. and i look psycho. like when i file stuff or photocopy stuff i can juz stare blankly in front of me. hahaha. oh wells. and i can’t find a suitable pair of heels. they each kill my feet at different spots.. so i rotate them and my feet kind of covered with a number of blisters. sounds damn pathetic. well it is lahs.

Need to type an essay for scholarship! haha. ehs. sooo many rounds! a bit tired.. but hey.. come so far le.. anw.. if i didn’t manage to get anything.. guess.. it feels weird after gg thro so much.

I’ve delayed my wkly running for like.. eh.. dunno how long. like it used to be daily(when i was really hyped up abt running to keep fit). haha.

anw.. this wk did more work than usual. an xtra tuition lesson and i’m working wkends. ahhh. realised not much time for my essay writing cum prep for interview! AHHssss. and sat morning still gg nus. faints. v far ahhhsss.

missed a dinner outing today. a bit sad. like never c my bunch of hao jie meis for sometime. actually not v long but it always seem long. haha. no one ask me out for movie! haha. not meant to mean anything. juz feel tt my social circle like v small.. haha. feels a bit bleak sometimes. dunno y sec and pri sch frens dun really hang out le. was i too muggerish last time? haha. sigh.

Just realised how ‘un-nice’ my blog is. haha. but i shall ignore it cuz i’m too low tech or juz lazy to find out how to make it nice. haha. actually it’s quite weird to haf a blog on friendster.. sounds a bit loser-ish rite. (my apologies to friendster management) aiya. dun care le.

anw, i have this huge craze for the ‘wang wang’ rice cracker. sooo nice. as well as healthy cranberries and jap nuts! omg… all these are wat i term ‘happy food’! lifts my spirits up.

I’m gg for stb scholarship tea session this sat! omg. so happy cum excited yet dunno if i’m expecting too much. haha.

juz came back from giving tuition. (Her SAs are nxt wk!) quite tired. especially since the tuition is after my 9-6 job. haha. my percpetion of working is so ever changing. haha. guess it depends alot on your attitude and perspective towards ur own job. Had several exchanges with the working class ppl. haha. gained some insights I guess. They all seem really nice. haha. though i’ve yet to experience wat is termed ‘office politics’. juz a little side note.. wonder if it’s bcuz i’m of no threat to them. hahahaha. watched to many dramas? to b honest, I’m really glad I have such nice ppl. oh yah. and i always dunno how to act in a politically correct way! 

Anw, there’s something I can’t stand and I need to blast it out. haha. I was watching this taiwan food programme. then this not-so-pretty-but-trying-to-be-pretty actress.. she’s like only bitting away micrometers of the piece of food and w/o chewing, gave a disgusting look like she’s in Heaven and exclaimed in an ultra fake way tt the food was the most delicious thing she’d ever tasted. yuck. pls. like how many food molecules actually landed on her taste buds lah. and she didn’t even allow time for the tasting process. had an urge to squash her face tt instant. haha. my violent tendencies!

I’m dying to wear some of my new clothes but there’s always no chance! cuz there will be some other event or activity b4 or after tt that spoils it all. ahhhs.. haha.

I’m a happy me now. sch and the future awaits!

moahaha. went out today to shop for wai’s present. for the second time le! and we finally made a conclusion. which i shall not reveal. haha. anyways, me and wei totally went on a ‘trying killer heels craze’. haha. and my feet quite sore now. haha. I’m so asking for it.

my firefly interview over le!!!!! Such a huge sense of relief. haha. but it felt better than the first interview. much more fun, and group interaction! Sometimes i wonder y some ‘not so nice’ ppl exist in this world. juz wanna say yuck. but yahs. realise the competitiveness of it all. yupp. each person trying to grasp watever time and opportunity to showcast (or simply show off -depends on how u ’showcast’ ) your knowledge, skills, depth.. etc. but generally, the ppl are quite nice to tok to and hang ard.

Working part-time at Manpower Staffing Services now. yupp. CBD area… make me feel kinda pro gg to work. haha. like quite cool to merge into the working class (still working on it. haha). yupps. I have nice colleagues (: and learnt quite a bit. only thing is tt i’m still acting a bit ‘kiddifed’ in a certain unexplainable way. haha. All the hype is shaking my decison b/w biz and sci! shall wait for the results of my interview before i finalise i guess.

gg for kidz club tmr. haha. like spending few hours playing with kids!

the expensive adult bus/train fare is killing me.. … i miss my 45cents rides.. haha. random comment. write more nxt time.