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Had 2 major take-aways today. haha. here goes.

From Maria Bartiromo: One of the most important character traits anyone can haf is courage. The courage to find your hidden strength and let it lead u, to make difficult choices and see them through.

From my Zodiac sign: You are enormously versatile, to the pt that u really should try to control the impulse to be good at everything. Otherwise life may be full of half-achieved objectives.

hm. good to ponder over the last line.

haha. back to write something. Many things in my mind now. wanted to delete this blog but reading thro my pervious entries make it so cruel to do so. feels as if i’m deleting away my memories!
hpmf. juz realised my emotions were like a roller coaster in all my other entries. haha. from the cheerful me to the angry and irritated me. many ppl say i get stressed easily, i guess tat’s true. haha. something i muz work and improve on bahs. yup.
Been thinking alot abt the future. wat i want to do, what i like to do, wat i can do and should do. They all seemed to be different things. haha. Sometimes i really admire ppl who haf a strong direction in life. For me, it’s always one step at a time, unsure of wat i’ll end up with.

Have been mugging for the past few weeks. sounds bleak but yah. haha. guess studying is something which we have to do even though we may not always like it. Since i started schooling, the impression and mindset was to study and get gd results, for tat will make ur parents proud, happy, and thro’ the mouths of many adults, studying hard now will get u a gd job, gd pay and a ‘happy’ life. which i feel is true. BUt all these.. hm. i dunno.. seem to mask individual talents, especially talents in the unwritten form, which the whole world seem to place greater emphasize on. I feel tat is y many of us study w/o knowing wat we r studying for, we study often not for interest but for the role tat we’ve been placed in since birth. something tat occur as a result of wat our older generation have been thro. but hey, there is a difference between then and now. Does wat i say make any sense? haha.

Started tuitioning a p4 kid. haha. life is getting interesting. he’s such a ‘highly distracted’ kid. it can be quite a torture getting him to juz sit down and write something. especially chinese, his worst subject. but kids these days.. haha. how shld i put it.. i think it’s better to b born earlier. A p4 kid with 2 tuition lessons at the centre, 2 private tuitions at home and remedial lessons plus normal lessons per wk. hm. guess childhood days are slowly being shortened. Shall do my best for this kid anyway.