gdine

sigh. been feeling kind of down recently. hard to explain, dunno where to start. i need a job soon! haha. something to do, something to work for. miss school le. haha. dun think i’m crazy or something. but yahs, i really do miss school.

sometimes it’s hard to make ppl understand though i may not understand wat others are thinking at times. sometimes i feel neglected or scolded by ppl who dun noe the entire story. and i’m sick of explaining. though sometimes, it’s partly my fault. haha. but yahs. it’s a terribly feeling. as if i’m so free and as if i choose to be so free.

i guess i’m reaching a certain phase bahs. haha. yahs. and i need to get used to it. sigh. juz realised tt whenever i’m too stressed out or sad or angry, i’ll tear paper into tiny bits and pieces. haha. it’s quite a nice way to de-stress. dere’s a pile beside me now.

i’ll probably be feeling stupid again after a few days. feel like gg the beach tmr. haha. shall do tt. write more another day (: