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moahaha. i’m like using my dad’s lap top now to surf the net. so shuang to type on the keys on the lap top!! ren xin ci ai zhao wan qian is showing on channel u. glad they’ve broke out of the typical charity shows kind if image, which had been pretty bad from wat i feel. but yahs, if u get wat i mean, it’s pretty genuinely touching this time. esp when they show the stories of the different patients.

yesterday went out to get presents for cc and gq. yup. the other 3 ppl were all late. roars. so irritating. like wat’s the point of fixing a time when no one comes on time. juz like during open hse yahs. someone was ultra late. haha.

today’s sunday, but i still had to work. haha. sian. 1st april!! gg to help with some belaying nxt fri. moahaha. so exciting lahs. i can’t wait. i wanna do outdoor-y stuff! moahahahha. i’m so shuang by the tot of it.

this entry is totally meaningless. haha cuz i juz wanna type from a lap top and feel shuang. like i’m totally so self-entertaining! haha.

was really emotional juz now. for no apparent reason. suddenly feel tt my life like not v meaningful these days. haha. which is y i think i’m taking up some courses after 1st april, yeah. probably a lang and some exercise related course. (: ‘oh yah. watched a really really touching korean drama. so touching lahs!!!! haha.

i’m so random.

hoho. my first successful attempt to log in on first try! haha

applied for my uni studies le. yup. Nus- life sci, business. Ntu - Bio sci, business. haha. yahs. i realise it has been my dream -for a period of time- to be involved in nature and wildlife research. haha. as in really gg out dere to do stuff. probably taking part in wildlife conservation too. haha. but yahs..  somewhere inside me.. there’s a fear to take tt step out… out from a stable, high-paying job with good prospects.. one which most typical singaporeans would take. Haf to admit.. sometimes i would think if i shld juz follow the foot steps of everyone else. take something which will keep me financially stable.. but will i be happy or satisified? haha. tt’s often the dilemma. for now.. i guess life sci/bio sci is wat i would like to study..

read a really gd book last month. haha. it was ultra meaningful. i shall try to relay it as best as i can.

Sometimes we ask why certain things happen, especially unfortunate events. But things often happen for a reason.

In a garden, there was a perfect, flawless flower pot and an old, cracked flower pot. During the rainy season, it rained for days and water was trapped in the prefect flower pot. Algae began to grow in it and the grasses surrounding the flower pot died as no water could reach them. The cracked flower pot, on the other hand, was washed cleaned and shiny as water can seep out through the cracks. As a result, grasses surrounding the cracked flower pot flourished.

our lives can be reflected through the two pots. Would u rather live a perfect but useless life without making an significance to this society -like the flawless pot, or choose to live a flawed but useful and significant life-like the cracked pot ?

A young undergrad pursuing medicine met with a major accident but survived with a deep scar on his arm. We may ask why such an unfortunate event would happen on such a fine young man. But this young man went on and studied to become a highly sucessful doctor. What made him a cut above the rest was the fact that the deep scar on his arm allowed him to develop a connection with his patients. He could confidently tell them that he understands how they feel  and his patients, looking at the scar on his arm, gain a special kind of motivation that they too, can survive the ordeal. This was something he would not be able to do if he had not met with tt accident. Although flawed, he gained a new perspective in life and an ability to inspire.

haha. sounds v chiem rite. but it was sooo meaningful lahs. guess tt’s all i wanna write.

OMG. i can FINALLY log into friendster. QI SI WO LE! piew. let all tt anger out. haha.the freaking thing will juz reload the pg each time i tried to log in lahs. haha. been wanting to write something. dunno when’s the next time i can actually write the next entry. RA.

alot of things happened after ot ya..

found a job as a service staff for CPF at community centre. yahs. basically help ppl fill up the WBＳ and ans their queries. quite a boring job for me.. roars. leading camps seem to b much more enjoyable though more tirring and pressurizing at times! haha. can’t wait to find another job after this assignment!

realise i miss jc life. haha. every single thing abt it. haha. well, time juz fly passed so quickly! working is so.. ahs… no meaning.

got my A lvl results today! guess it’s a smile? yahs. when i first saw my result.. was stunned for a moment. then felt neutral. haha. though i predicted a min after the examiners collected my maths s paper tt i’ll get ungraded. haha. but well.. haha. it juz doesn’t look gd. haha. oh wells. lots of emotions gg on today while collecting results. juz wanna let everyone noe tt.. hmms. luv u guys. whether ur results r gd/bad, i’ll always b dere? haha. sounds weird. at least the whole A level thing is over. time to move on and consider the choices we haf and the best route to take!

lots of frenship forged along the way.. i hope they’ll always stay strong (: