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Sigh. haha. feeling rather tired. forgot to turn on the morning alarm last night.. and so i was late for work this morning. Got a shock of my life. had to pretend no one was looking at me while i creep to my work station. haha. realised the coffee/milo/tea ‘brewer’ is rather noisy for a quiet office. haha. but it’s so fun to play with! hahaha. Anw.. I’m trying to change my settings so tt i wun irritate ppl whenever i post an entry. once again. really sorry. and i tried to write somewhere else.. but not v convenient. aiiii. haha. hard to explain.

these few days.. bz with work, tuition, uni admissions and scholarship stuff. haha. hardly have time for the stack of comics on my table top.. sigh. those were the slacking days! haha. Work.. yahs.. i think sometimes i’m quite horrifying.. haha. cuz i’m mainly doing repetitve stuff where my eyes are focused at a close distance.. so many a times.. i do and do till my eyes wanna pop out already. haha. and i look psycho. like when i file stuff or photocopy stuff i can juz stare blankly in front of me. hahaha. oh wells. and i can’t find a suitable pair of heels. they each kill my feet at different spots.. so i rotate them and my feet kind of covered with a number of blisters. sounds damn pathetic. well it is lahs.

Need to type an essay for scholarship! haha. ehs. sooo many rounds! a bit tired.. but hey.. come so far le.. anw.. if i didn’t manage to get anything.. guess.. it feels weird after gg thro so much.

I’ve delayed my wkly running for like.. eh.. dunno how long. like it used to be daily(when i was really hyped up abt running to keep fit). haha.

anw.. this wk did more work than usual. an xtra tuition lesson and i’m working wkends. ahhh. realised not much time for my essay writing cum prep for interview! AHHssss. and sat morning still gg nus. faints. v far ahhhsss.

missed a dinner outing today. a bit sad. like never c my bunch of hao jie meis for sometime. actually not v long but it always seem long. haha. no one ask me out for movie! haha. not meant to mean anything. juz feel tt my social circle like v small.. haha. feels a bit bleak sometimes. dunno y sec and pri sch frens dun really hang out le. was i too muggerish last time? haha. sigh.

Just realised how ‘un-nice’ my blog is. haha. but i shall ignore it cuz i’m too low tech or juz lazy to find out how to make it nice. haha. actually it’s quite weird to haf a blog on friendster.. sounds a bit loser-ish rite. (my apologies to friendster management) aiya. dun care le.

anw, i have this huge craze for the ‘wang wang’ rice cracker. sooo nice. as well as healthy cranberries and jap nuts! omg… all these are wat i term ‘happy food’! lifts my spirits up.

I’m gg for stb scholarship tea session this sat! omg. so happy cum excited yet dunno if i’m expecting too much. haha.

juz came back from giving tuition. (Her SAs are nxt wk!) quite tired. especially since the tuition is after my 9-6 job. haha. my percpetion of working is so ever changing. haha. guess it depends alot on your attitude and perspective towards ur own job. Had several exchanges with the working class ppl. haha. gained some insights I guess. They all seem really nice. haha. though i’ve yet to experience wat is termed ‘office politics’. juz a little side note.. wonder if it’s bcuz i’m of no threat to them. hahahaha. watched to many dramas? to b honest, I’m really glad I have such nice ppl. oh yah. and i always dunno how to act in a politically correct way! 

Anw, there’s something I can’t stand and I need to blast it out. haha. I was watching this taiwan food programme. then this not-so-pretty-but-trying-to-be-pretty actress.. she’s like only bitting away micrometers of the piece of food and w/o chewing, gave a disgusting look like she’s in Heaven and exclaimed in an ultra fake way tt the food was the most delicious thing she’d ever tasted. yuck. pls. like how many food molecules actually landed on her taste buds lah. and she didn’t even allow time for the tasting process. had an urge to squash her face tt instant. haha. my violent tendencies!

I’m dying to wear some of my new clothes but there’s always no chance! cuz there will be some other event or activity b4 or after tt that spoils it all. ahhhs.. haha.

I’m a happy me now. sch and the future awaits!